Weather: Cool, gray, breezy, sprinkling rain; later sunnier and windier, then back to sprinkling
Number of people: 8 stoppers, 2 walkbys
Number of hecklers: 0!
Pages of notes: 4
People who got the Peanuts reference: 1
Pictures taken without permission: 1
People I’ve spoken with before, back for more: 3
Dogs seen: 2
Dogs pet: 0
Money raised for the Environmental Justice League of RI: $0.15
Today, artist Becci Davis ran a beauty shop in the park as well.
I made some janky repairs to the booth—replaced the “IN” sign for “THE DOCTOR IS IN”, repaired the big lower sign piece with duct tape, replaced a broken dowel on the small upper sign piece.
Over the years, I’ve noticed a slight rise in people saying, “I have anxiety,” instead of, “I’m anxious about…” (The number of people who mentally edit out “climate” from the sign and just see “anxiety counseling” is about the same.)
I noticed the horse cop in the park behind me at 12:24, but I don’t know when he got there. An older Black lady asked the cop how old the horse was. A park ranger drove by at 12:50.
Someone asked me, “What is anxiety?” on this day, and I should have asked, “Do you have anything you want to talk with someone about?” On the other hand, “I’m not a real doctor, I just listen” is a pretty good short version. Also, I need to remember that while the form of the question matters, there is no magic unlocking question.
I just got a job at Wal-Mart. My mom, when I called her to tell her, she was so happy for me, I never heard her so happy. … I gotta not drink vodka. Sometimes I drink vodka to deal with the anxiety and to forget things that happened to me. But then I wake up with a headache, my stomach hurts, I’m vomiting, my stools…
What are you going to do if you want to forget and you can’t drink vodka?
I can text or call my friends. But they’re busy, they have things to do. I can drink a beer. Beer doesn’t have as bad of an effect on me … I want to save some of my money, not for drugs and alcohol but for like, soap and stuff. And I want to give. If I see someone in need, I want to give them money for food, or buy them food. If I had sacks of money under my car, I’d wanna just stop by a person with a sign and give them $900–$500–let’s say $900, and I would say, “Here you go, have a good day, a blessed day.” My friends and I, we give to each other and we give to other people. It makes me happy, too. It feels good to give.
Is it okay to post our conversation online?
Yes, absolutely. If I had a website I’d put that up there.
[This person has spoken to me before.]
The plastic cleanup continues! You know what I’m thinking about today? Those fluorescent nip bottles. They got like a prismatic thing on them. And here comes a pod of Wright’s porpoises, the babies are gonna eat that and it’s gonna kill them. I took a fishing pole and I threw one in among the lily pads—everything that was alive in that pond came to see what it was about, because of the color.
But I was down in the Bay at low tide and I saw species I haven’t seen in years. Bay scallops! [He makes the size of them with his hands: about as big as an Oreo.]
What anxieties do people have about climate change?
There’s a really wide range. Some people talk about flooding, sea level rise, stuff like that, because we have so much coastline here. Some people are worried about the way it’s going to affect the way we get our food, because of the way changes in the weather are going to affect food production. Stuff like that.
What’s your main anxiety?
Honestly? Ecosystem collapse. That so many things will die that the ones that are left won’t be able to keep going.
That’s something to be anxious about. What should we be doing?
Well—there’s a lot of things to do.
What’s the easiest thing I could do?
Okay, so, none of it is all that easy, but to know what’s going to be easiest for you I have to ask you a couple of questions. Is this something that’s been on your mind a lot?
No, not really. Ten years ago, when Al Gore was making a big deal about it…
Is there something you would like to set right?
Yes. I’d like to see equity across all genders and races.